Contenment

Listen to a monk talk on youtube this morning and he reminded me something which i have forgotten. The thing is 'Contentment' and gratitude towards everything in this world.

Surely my depressing lately is caused by my inner-mind, me, myself, wanted something, obsessed with things around me too much. Although I learned a lot of stuffs lately, but I am still wanting to get more. By saying this, I am not trying to stop learning. But, just to remind myself that things have been wonderful around me.

Thanks Ajahn Khemavaro on his talk on "Impermanence -everything will be allright"

Nokia N8 first HD video sample from Nokia Conversations on Vimeo.

This is really amazing. I feel like getting one now :-p lol

DREAMs......Am i having lot of stresses?

3 Days ago , I dreamed I was living in a 70 floor high Sky-scrapper. Nice , elegant , classy building which i never thought in my life i will live in one. There is a very big piece of glass window. It is like a big glass wall. I looked out and i saw many floating balloon hanging just outside my window. Some of them have big satellite attached to them and robe tied them all together chaining them up to the sky and down to the floor . It’s really like a Gundam type of world , something like sky elevator. While watching the scenery, out of sudden, the wind get stronger and the balloon start hitting my glass window.It started to crack and I felt the building is collapsing. Just right before that, i jumped out from the building. I jumped from the building wall to wall, grabing the robe and slow myself down and just before i touch down, I woke up. hmm.. i felt like i am one of the final fantasy character jumping down in such a high building with aerobatic stuns.

2 days ago

I dreamed I was in a very big city.Something like Dallas with all the highways but it is located at the bay area like San Francisco. The place is huge.The highway is like spider web stretches out from the center, it’s never ending. I was at the city with friends and I cant remember why I started to walk on the highway. And i just keep walking and walking till my phone alarm ring and i woke up.

Yesterday

hmmm i cant remember now after writing the 2 above lol. It is something similar. Something crazy and never ending.

i will add it in later if i can remember.

what the hell?

There are so many blogging sites nowadays. Blogspot, tumblr ,multiply... etc

and i just realize they can link here and there. those features really amaze me.. however, i really dont know what to do and how to use them now.

I think i will need some time to learn up all these new stuffs. I still need to create a online portfolio for all my artwork. (well.. just for fun :-) )